There is no explanation for I could simply cycle through what you have heard before but to be honest, from your giggle to your wit, I just can't explain it. Whether or not I get what I think I'd want, what we share is beyond my selfish being.
I have been sheepishly living for myself for the time being though with you, I seem to change. Others seemingly note of the difference with your presence and I cannot deny it. A few have come to despise what I have become as of result but I love it. It almost seems that I turn into the person I ought to be instead of what they want me to be.
For many reasons, I think it is impossible but for other reasons, I still hope. It is not to your fault but my own and any pain is my own doing. The thought of losing you is far worse than what I hope for and that, in it self might be the culprit.
With you, there are a lot of things I don't know and I can only trust with that I've been told. I can only cherish times we've had and the times we will have together. Whether it could be or not, I've never regretted what I've done and what we've shared.
You'll always be the one that makes me smile.
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