The pain makes me feel alive, weird as it sounds. Logically, it would seem that it is others that cause you pain but I wouldn't like to think so at certain times. I don't blame you but myself, developing this pent up hope and bliss which only gets seemingly shot down.
I will only tell you that I am because I will be. I'd like to believe that I have a good ability to self rationalize. I'd only tell you that it does not bug me because I am able to. Emotions are a double-edged sword in which, as odd as it is, it either builds you up to be the epitome of the moments or it simply drives you to pit of despair.
It helps me feel, it helps me experience pain through pleasure. In all things, a balance is achieved. Without mishaps, there is no success. Without wrongs, there are no rights. Without pain, there is no pleasure.
As difficult as it is to best describe what it is that I feel tonight, I will say that it feels good to some degree. I choose to refrain from villain-zing you because I can. I will only appear happy because I am able to.
Disgruntled as I am, I am glad for this pain because it reminds what it is like to feel.
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